self​-​destructive coping mechanisms

by awksymoron

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this was supposed to be an EP but alas this ended up being the only song i was able to complete this semester
*shrug emoticon*


released November 16, 2015

image is by @kim.gyul



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Track Name: self-destructive coping mechanisms
i'm sorry i made things so hard for you
at the time i just did not know what to do
i did what i thought would help me get through
i make up for it now by making things hard for me too

i'm sorry i acted the way i did
i could have been smart i am not a kid
when i think of that night i am reminded
i make up for it now by acting the way i do

i'm sorry that you and i can't be friends
but from how i behaved it makes perfect sense
wish i could get rid of all the loose ends
i make up for it now with tears from the thought of you
i make up for it now there's nothing else i can do

i'm sorry that i'm still not over it
in fact often it makes me feel frustrated
don't know why i get so attached to things
i make up for it now by feeling the way i do
i make up for it now by constantly feeling blue